Fights and tears

I am living in a large new house and we have friends visiting. My mum comes to the door upset and when I ask her what is wrong she tells me that Vanessa's dad has been using sitters while he has her so he can go out all the time and that he hardly spends any time with her. I get on the phone to him and I'm yelling and screaming and telling him that after all the money I spent to fly her over to see him (he's in a different state) and all the trouble he has put me through he doesn't even want to spend any time with her at all. So I tell him that he is never going to see her again and to drop her off at my parents house and I'll pick her up from there.

I go and look for my mum and find her in the bedroom lying on the bed in tears and she tells me that she has known all this time that he has used sitters and didn't want to tell me because she thought I was doing wrong by him.

I wake up

Remembering

I would post up a dream every day if I could remember them. I have very vivid dreams every night which makes me wake up in the morning still sleepy. So lack of posts means lack of remembering.

Trams, Flood and Emergency

I am standing by a tram line in the middle of a city talking to people about the benefits of aromatherapy and handing out brochures. Suddenly there are emergency cars everywhere and going in every direction and they put up barriers (the ones with concrete on the bottom and fencing up the top) and everyone goes into a panic.

I am now in my boyfriends car heading in the opposite direction to everyone else and I get a phone call from my mum saying she is heading over because since I got off the phone talking to Vanessa, she has been screaming and crying about me. I tell them that we are heading over there to get her as it is chaos where we are.

Next thing I know there is water everywhere and the car is floating. The water is up to window level. I remember thinking to myself that I am glad we are in Pat's car as my car doesn't have plugs on the underside to stop water from getting in. I can hear Vanessa screaming.

I wake up in a panic.

Racing Cars and Sitters.

I am racing around a V8 track filming the race that my boyfriend is in. There is another guy in the car with a camera in the back of his head filming the race from behind us. It is just like every other car race, there are a few crashes. But I end up winning the race and get applauded for my outstanding car handling skills.

I am now in my hotel room packing and also trying to decide what to wear to dinner down at the pub with the boys. A very attractive tall woman comes in while I am between changing outfits and tells me I look fine and gives me her business card to call her as she is an agent and thinks I can make a lot of money with my car driving skills. My boyfriend comes in and tells me the boys are already down at the pub and will meet us there and I said we need to drop bubs off at the sitters.

We are at the sitters and it is an old friend who has two kids. The kids are playing outside and Vanessa keeps going off to look at the chicken coop. The sitter is naked and has dark bruises along her bottom and upper thigh. Pat (my boyfriend) is waiting for me in the car and the sitter gives me a contract to read through about buying a house that she used when she bought.

When I get to the car y outfit has changed and Pat tells me we don't have time to read the contract and to give it back because we won't use it. We then go to the pub which is set up like an all you can eat and all the boys are there. There is a huge fernery just inside the door.

I wake up.

Dragons, car parks and a movie?

I go to a shopping centre in the middle of a huge city. There is a huge parking complex which one section is for "actors only". The time is 3pm and I park in the tall thin section of the actors only section. I then realise I don't need to go to the shops so I put my parking ticket into the pay machine and it comes out saying I parked at 1.99pm and left at 3.36pm. I am trying to find someone to help me with the problem when I am suddenly a mother with a husband who is a workaholic and I have a son.

We are at home and we take in a man who got injured. This man becomes a father figure to my son but I know he has to leave before my husband gets home from work as he has a horrible jealousy streak. We live in a small town and we go to a town meeting where everyone falls in love with the stranger. We all end up walking along the edge of a forest and my husband comes home and goes into a jealous rage and I tell him if he was home more his son wouldn't forget him.

I am now back in the carpark with a man who is a carer for a physically disabled boy and he is trying to help him go to the toilet. I wander around the streets trying to find my carpark and the shopping centre and there is a huge line up at the cinemas for everyone to see the opening preview of Alice in Wonderland. The people are all dressed in huge tall outfits as Santa Claus, The Mad Hatter, Snow White, Easter Bunny and the Queen of Hearts. Arnold Schwarzenegger is there dressed in a bunny outfit and he points me in the direction of the carpark.

The carpark has now turned into a writing guild and people are learning how to write in the "old way" with stories of dragons and griffins and minotaurs. I have to climb the inside of the building but the screens with the stories (which go up the wall) move along the wall so it is difficult to climb up. Just before I fall I wake up.